Recently I was out to one of the garden centers with the family, and the grandson wanted to pick out some seeds for our new garden. I got to pick the sunflowers, he got the rest. I'm so tickled that he wants to put in a garden with me, this is his third year and he is just as enthusiastic as he was the first time. I had hoped at least one of my own sons would show some lifelong interest, but it was a fleeting thing. Now, I'm starting a new generation on the path to understanding Nature's wonders.
I will have one set of neighbors here I already know, for the son of the man who has been living on the farm for 45 years now owns a place up the hill behind the pond. He and and wife have twin four year old kids of his own, a boy and a girl. Very nice folks, I feel right at home with them, and I'm sure I'll be seeing plenty of them too. We stopped in for a bit before going home, and saw pictures of a garter snake, red tailed hawk, bobcat and a weasel in its white winter coat taken on his property. So this is a wildlife haven too, just like the place I am leaving behind, where the deer bring their fawns down the hill, foxes call each other at night, wild turkeys troop through my backyard at dawn, and various kinds of owls serenade the starry sky.
Leaving a home you spent a good part of your life in is never easy. I've been living here almost 29 years, and yesterday I just turned 54. That's over half my life, I was 25 when we moved in. Both my boys were born and raised here, and they are now around my age back then. It helps a lot to know that all the hard earned money and sweat equity we put into this place will be enjoyed by those who have always called it home. Easier for me to move on that way, turning the stewardship of this little plot of heaven over to them, and for the landowners of the farm to turn their place over to us.
When you love the land like I do, I guess it shows, because we were the first ones to get offered this rare opportunity to have our dream property at a very affordable price. I don't look at that place as just another set of projects, but as a wonderful old farm that needs some TLC to become my last homestead. You can't put a value on that, it's priceless. My life is now at a turning point, where I will have to adjust to an empty nest of sorts, though I'll still have a house full of middle age and elder adults. Now that my kids are raised and getting launched into their own lives, I have the time to focus on what I want to do. Writing of course is the big career aspiration, but fixing up and reclaiming this old farm is going to keep me very busy well into my sunset years.
So yeah, it was a very happy and reflective birthday, even before the cake and gifts! *s*
Peace and serenity of a new spring to all,
~Nancy |
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